It is a curious sensation
the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling.
When your heart is broken, your boats are burned
nothing matters any more.
It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace.
Why people says heart broken ? I feel my whole body broken too ....
I hate that I love you
Im so cherish you, giving you support and cares.
How can you scold me like that ?
Showing me your dumb ass temper ?
I look through your message.
Maybe im wrong ?
You scold me with bad words
diu here diu thr.
What i feel ?
I endure wronged
and I apologize to you
" Im sorry "
Okay, you know what i mean it ?
Just a sorry ?
No, many in it.
Its a lot of meaning !
I started feel lost , heart broken , wronged , regret .
Afraid
U ignore my apologize ...
Why everytime just me ?
Why everytime Im wrong ?
Why everytime was me apologize ?
Cant you care my feeling ?
Even.... a little..... im happy...
When u call me and ask me remember to eat
Im so happy already...
Its nothing to happy about ?
right ?!
I feel so happy and loved !
Your every word change my mood.
The whole midnight
I was crying in the dark
for almost 1 hour.
so afraid
so silent
so dark
Im crying alone there in the blanket...
And before that i had a dream
Everyone that i love and care leave me and go.
To you, why i've wrong again ?
Im damn sad !!
I cant sleep for few hours !
Listening to the song
thinking of many things
and Tears !
No one ever know
Just me !
Just me alone ...
I was gasping for air...
And im wrong that IM STILL THINKING ABOUT YOU
Bad life
Very bad
Okay,
now, im trying to let go everything from you
I've giving out my love
Im taking back my love!
now i have no doubt
LOVING YOU WAS MY FAVOURITE MISTAKE !
